Wednesday, March 16, 2016
I have been out in phillidelphia for a few weeks. I have done some stupid stuff out here going on a social media app and talking to a girl in a sexual way. Things in my life haven't been too fun out here gone from Callie. I really miss her. I have texted her a little all day but she is mad at me. Which is fair of her to be because I never should have done that and this has happened to her more then once. Needles to say I am an idiot. Today we have been called out to 4 patients so far. We have had an older lady where her parents suspected she was having a stroke. We had another older lady suspecting that her heart was beating too fast. The second older lady was telling me how her husband died and how she was very sad about it and she remembers him like it was yesterday and since he died her life has changed so much. I know that's how I would feel if I ever lost Callie. She has added so much joy to my life and I hate being without her.i need a women's touch but I want it to be hers. I will probably go home and make myself a good dinner. We have to turn in our paper work everyday and it sucks. I am sick of paper work. It's super boring. My next weekend off I will go up to NYC to see mark unless Callie decides she will see me. I wrote a couple poems to Callie. I should save them. I may have more to night to write but I need to get back to reading and God. Hope I get some more good calls today hasn't been too bad.
Sunday, January 3, 2016
Friday, November 27, 2015
It's been a while since I've blogged. It's hard to try to get back into it because I've been very busy in paramedic school. I got my EMT certification a month or two ago. Life has been very intense school wise since September or August it start a while back. I want to start filming again and now have all the film equipment I need. Black Friday is today and Callie worked last night and today it's very boring without her or friends. I do need to study though so I'll try to do that soon. I've been watching a lot of TV and really haven't had anything I've been wanting to do while she's gone because we are pretty broke right now and most things I want to do are with her or with friends
Sunday, August 16, 2015
Today and yesterday and the weekend I traveled with all of my luggage from home. It was tough, I'm tired as hell. I'm hoping tomorrow goes well at work and I have so much to do. I have a lot to do through EMT school coming up and I am very worried so I want to get all the shit done that I can. Can't wait to finish this move. The drive took 27 hours. Longest ride of my life (besides a plane to china) it was so tough and not getting rest made it harder. I have so much to do and so little time. I'm pumped to have almost all of our stuff with us. So much cool crap and so much crap. I can't wait to get the rest too and complete this as the big home
I want it to be. I spoke to Paul today and a little bit of my Dad and mom it was a stressf day and the drive was crazy. I slept at a rest place 2 hours then went back to driving. Callie drove a little too and I was proud of her. It's also nice to have Sally, our dog, with us. Interesting hard life.
Thursday, August 6, 2015
I use to blog a lot, I always wish I still did because it is a nice journal. So it's been about two years since I was constantly blogging and today I realized how much I've changed. How different I've become. It's so crazy but I realized it today in church. I'm not at all the same as I use to be my thoughts and ideas have changed so much. I'm still the same person but I've learned a lot more and had a lot more experiences which have helped me grow. There's a lot to say about it.
Monday, August 3, 2015
It's been like a year since I wrote in this, I met Callie, married her on December 27 2014. After completing Indonesia and being in the military. I got a tattoo of our wedding day as my ring. That was recent. I've finally passed dive school in my third try. Now I'm finally settled down in New Mexico. Finally... Callie is gone right now. I thought I was taking a trip to a school (aka TDY). They didn't actually pay for the trip so I'm here alone by myself and sad. I miss my wife. I bought an awesome TV yesterday. I'm in bed, today I didn't do much. I'm trying a new workout and researching workouts. Yep so I'm in bed listening to music. I studied a little today, tonight I'm going to youth group. Gosh I miss my wife she's so freaking hot and attractive. I'm tired since she left I don't sleep well. I need to make some goals and I can't wait to ship all my shit here.