Monday, March 16, 2015

A call from Paul a text from Oma two early mornings and a poem for Callie

Paul have me a sweet call today to say I love you hopefully I can reach him tomorrow. I'll get two nights of sleep with little sleep I feel sick. I still have to speak to my Oma saying I can't have a relationship with her and I love her. Then tonight I wrote Callie this. I've spent every weekend with her at airborne �� it's been amazing

The summer wind blows back in
But my baby is gone
The last summer was with her it was so incredibly nice 
The women was right 
She was right for me and right to be
I love her with my heart and soul and as this summer creeps in I want her near me again
Summers pass and summers go but your love is still inside me 
I lie awake at night dreaming of moments that were there and ones to be in sight and awiat another day with you
And one more summer that we are together and you ring true �� 

Sunday, March 1, 2015

Another incredible weekend with my wife

This week end I saw my wife it was amazing I miss her. Airborne for the week all the way everyday :) hopefully it's not too bad :( wish me luck

Monday, February 23, 2015

These days

I've been getting so sick recently like feeling nautios while driving or even now in bed. I've been spending too much money recently for a bit and I miss God and I miss working out like I use to there was so many fun times and fun things I did. Tomorrow I'm out processing for airborne then I'll be there Thursday. I miss Callie my wife like crazy more and more each day. Today I spoke to my dad and didn't do much. It wasn't a bad day just another day, I don't do much. Time for bed

Thursday, February 19, 2015

The love of my life

I got married young, many people would say it was a mistake. It wasn't. Callie is the love of my life and she fits me so well. She puts up with me but we never have big or bad fights and we always love eachother and work things out. I've never been this compatable with someone in my life and it's so amazing. Today I got bed rest and slept and watched tv but my throat is messed up and I'm on lots of meds. I'll be better soon and blog a longer time tomorrow. Time to start blogging again. Je voius tout , carpe orum

Tuesday, February 17, 2015

A weekend with Callie/ the weekend is over

I've been in San Antonio for close to a month, I failed dive school and it brought me back here, I hate it. I think it's been one month here now. My wife Callie Dragstrem the love of my life came down. I wish she never left. I can't keep it together when she's gone. I've got a million things to do for her and at least 20 songs I still need to write for her. She brings joy to my heart. Last night I was so sad she was leaving I knew I'd feel better if I slept with her one more night so I went out and made sure to sleep with her. It was the best sleep I've gotten beside her. I love rubbing our legs together. I miss her so much we have a weekend worth 3 blogs and I need to make them. I'll get back to blogging again. It's so hard without her. She's my heart and soul, my favorite part of me. She's the world to me I'm so happy when I'm with her. So now I'm here alone in bed after another airforce day after the best three day weekend in the last 6 months and it was so good I wish I just took leave to have more days with her. She's the best thing that has happened to me and now the weekends over it hurts. She got here and we thought it wasn't real. We watched 50 shades of grey and are Mexican dinner and then made out all night. We watched a lot of movies. Saturday we shopped fought and chilled gosh I love her face. So then Sunday we didn't do anything and Monday we got a massage and it was one of the saddest days of my life. The shorter the time with her the harder to let her go. I love her she's my world and baby my Callie ��

Tuesday, January 13, 2015

Dive school

I've been at dive school a week, the second week here is pool week, I'm learning how to scuba dive. The first day here I got a 700 on my afsoc which is the highest you can get. I aimed for honor grad and got a 88 on my test today so I can't get it but I was close. The rest of this week will be hard but fun then after this week things will be much more fun and intersting. I'm excited.

Saturday, December 20, 2014

The 20th of 2014 - heading home

Today was that day I've been dreaming of. You hear sounds that you've already connected with this day. I listen to these songs and they have previously connected me to this day and now it's hear and the anticipation makes it amazing because you are so excited about coming home to seeing your fiancé. To two weeks of complete adventure , a vacation but being in the military so pent up it only makes this better. Which now thinking about means there may be a downward spiral to it. I'm just so excited it's like a door of freedom has opened up. It's all the things I've been wanting to do, all the things I've needed. I can feel my heart beat with these moments. Only to make this better I practically have a playlist to go with it from the band bleachers who have me the songs to connect this moment early on. Today is that perfect day that day with so much different emotion good and bad. Wanting to go home, missing what you had and did, plus onto something new. I'll have a lot of these days in the military but this is my first one and it's amazing. I've been waiting so long to see my girl the best girl ever and some old friends. This will be a fun exodus a fun break and I can't wait to enjoy it. Today I got up at 9 packed up good then got to the airport for free luckily somehow. Then chilled with my buddies here and now about to head home for 7 hours then see my fiancé, and maybe my brother and his wife :)
It will be a fun good break I'm super excited.