Monday, July 21, 2014


My dad took us to a great Brazilian resteraunt the most expensive dinner that he's ever done. And Callie's mom cried it was so sweet I love Callie's family so much.

Leaving tomorrow morning

Holy shit I just keep crying thinking about leaving Callie I love her so much but have to make it.

Sunday, July 20, 2014

This is my last blog

This is my last blog for a while tomorrow I'm going to Meps then Tuesday leaving for the airforce I'll write papers and stuff it'll be lots of fun. I'm excited about this life I'm going into and this is where life and God has taken me may he lead me foward and I tell good blogs till the day I die. Someday my blogs will be long and good again but I do like writing a short rant on what's going on. Today I saw Michael Bennett and josh. Micheal is now doing metal detecting and is doing amazing in it being the top your ├╝ber in metal detecting. Josh is going high into the army and exceeding in schools. Then I saw Brad today. Things have been well. Ill miss Callie the most and like crazy but this is it. It's the next chapter. May Callie and I stay together and I better become a fucking pj and grow closer to God.

Saturday, July 19, 2014

One more day

Tonight's the night before my last. I can't believe my life is about to change. I have to make pj

Friday, July 18, 2014

When you love your gf

December, I signed for the millitary, giving up my life to them. Then in December I shared my life with this amazing women Callie. I see things in her that haven't came out yet but will. She's young, smart, beautiful, but very important, she's kind and sweet and has so many skills and gifts to obtain. Now I'm at the crossroad of leaving. I will go but I'll now be gone from her. I need to focus on Hod because both will succeed but The Lord is the only way they will. Today I swam 50 meters underwater at 9:03 after ultimate frisbey with my dep group. After swimming that 50 that God gave me strength to do. I now am sure I'll make this indoc and do Pararescue. I will not fail. There's so much to do and look foward to it's exciting. But now I'm just waiting till I leave and making the most of my time.

Wednesday, July 16, 2014

So close to leaving

All I do is repet how I have to be a pj and can't quit. Today I saw a marsoc guy and was like fuck you I'll make it too. I can't fail I'll be furious at me. Tomorrow I'm going to do my 50 meters underwater if I make that I'll feel freaking perfect. I will make it. I love God and need him close and need to trust in him. I'm going to give this my 100% each and everyday!

Thursday, July 10, 2014

Traveling with Sargent Lee

So josh and I have driven around with Sargent Lee to his workout since Tuesday, josh is a good friend and he's taken me all over and we are shipping out together and I'm super excited. I know I'll make it I'm so excited and love this. We are waking up early tomorrow and finally getting some sleep, I miss blogging and especially miss Callie just a day away from her is hard. I love her and know I want to marry her. Anyway so much to say but I won't cause I don't blog like I use to :(