Sunday, August 16, 2015


Today and yesterday and the weekend I traveled with all of my luggage from home. It was tough, I'm tired as hell. I'm hoping tomorrow goes well at work and I have so much to do. I have a lot to do through EMT school coming up and I am very worried so I want to get all the shit done that I can. Can't wait to finish this move. The drive took 27 hours. Longest ride of my life (besides a plane to china) it was so tough and not getting rest made it harder. I have so much to do and so little time. I'm pumped to have almost all of our stuff with us. So much cool crap and so much crap. I can't wait to get the rest too and complete this as the big home
I want it to be. I spoke to Paul today and a little bit of my Dad and mom it was a stressf day and the drive was crazy. I slept at a rest place 2 hours then went back to driving. Callie drove a little too and I was proud of her. It's also nice to have Sally, our dog, with us. Interesting hard life.

Thursday, August 6, 2015

How much I've changed

I use to blog a lot, I always wish I still did because it is a nice journal. So it's been about two years since I was constantly blogging and today I realized how much I've changed. How different I've become. It's so crazy but I realized it today in church. I'm not at all the same as I use to be my thoughts and ideas have changed so much. I'm still the same person but I've learned a lot more and had a lot more experiences which have helped me grow. There's a lot to say about it.

Sleep helpers

I've been taking melitonin and its passion me out so I haven't realized to blog. I miss blogging. I miss Callie a ton. I love her. I've done so little, i rode down the mountain today. It was cool

Monday, August 3, 2015

Restarting blog

It's been like a year since I wrote in this, I met Callie, married her on December 27 2014. After completing Indonesia and being in the military. I got a tattoo of our wedding day as my ring. That was recent. I've finally passed dive school in my third try. Now I'm finally settled down in New Mexico. Finally... Callie is gone right now. I thought I was taking a trip to a school (aka TDY). They didn't actually pay for the trip so I'm here alone by myself and sad. I miss my wife. I bought an awesome TV yesterday. I'm in bed, today I didn't do much. I'm trying a new workout and researching  workouts. Yep so I'm in bed listening to music. I studied a little today, tonight I'm going to youth group. Gosh I miss my wife she's so freaking hot and attractive. I'm tired since she left I don't sleep well. I need to make some goals and I can't wait to ship all my shit here.

Monday, March 16, 2015

A call from Paul a text from Oma two early mornings and a poem for Callie

Paul have me a sweet call today to say I love you hopefully I can reach him tomorrow. I'll get two nights of sleep with little sleep I feel sick. I still have to speak to my Oma saying I can't have a relationship with her and I love her. Then tonight I wrote Callie this. I've spent every weekend with her at airborne �� it's been amazing

The summer wind blows back in
But my baby is gone
The last summer was with her it was so incredibly nice 
The women was right 
She was right for me and right to be
I love her with my heart and soul and as this summer creeps in I want her near me again
Summers pass and summers go but your love is still inside me 
I lie awake at night dreaming of moments that were there and ones to be in sight and awiat another day with you
And one more summer that we are together and you ring true �� 

Sunday, March 1, 2015

Another incredible weekend with my wife

This week end I saw my wife it was amazing I miss her. Airborne for the week all the way everyday :) hopefully it's not too bad :( wish me luck

Monday, February 23, 2015

These days

I've been getting so sick recently like feeling nautios while driving or even now in bed. I've been spending too much money recently for a bit and I miss God and I miss working out like I use to there was so many fun times and fun things I did. Tomorrow I'm out processing for airborne then I'll be there Thursday. I miss Callie my wife like crazy more and more each day. Today I spoke to my dad and didn't do much. It wasn't a bad day just another day, I don't do much. Time for bed