Sunday, December 8, 2013
I'm fucking up at blogging and scheduling and God and its time to come back and focus on my future and these things, and film. I've been working out better and have been working out. Today was a crazy day. I got up late at 12 and ate. Then Callie and talked and I decided to see her I'm in love with her and think and hope she's the one but can't be sure. Today I saw her and met her Mom's co worker and there family. it was a weird day with her because last night I almost cheated on her and told her. Today I realized how she felt and I felt awful cause she's all I want. Then me and her shopped and then I drove her back. I went to work and no one was there. It was fun and I met my co-workers more. Then I came home and my Dad and I talked about being a man and being responsible and sticking with the girl you have sex with. I love my Dad he's so wise and nice. I love my Mom too. o we talked and then Callie I talked and she keeps showing me she's the one and always gets better. I almost camped with her tight but my Dad said it wasn't wise and me and her will do it tomorrow. I love her and love God and love film. Time to pursue my dreams. Wish me luck. I hope to have good blogs again.
Friday, December 6, 2013
Thursday, December 5, 2013
Right now I'm at work I had to get up early but last night I didn't blog. I now have 10,000 blog views, that's exciting. Yesterday was a pretty good day. I worked in the morning and slept because the day before was rough. I came home and slept. I then did chores and worked out. Yet the special part about yesterday was being with Callie. Callie is a girl I just met, I don't know everything about her but I connect with her well. She's like a friend and an attraction and so many great things, I love being with her and spending time with her. She has beliefs and personal character I like. She's got a cute country voice but looks like a sexy spanish girl. Last night we went out to bowl, I beat her the first game and she beat me the next game, I'm getting better at bowling. After that we drove around and played this game my friend Alex from summit taught me about where you look at a red stoplight and when it turns green you both have to hit the roof of the car and first one there wins, if you lose you take off some clothes. We played it for a bit and then went back to her house almost naked. We put the clothes back on but didn't do anything sexual. Then we went inside and we tried to watch a movie but her computer didn't work. I also forgot after bowling we went to the "downtown" of her city and walked I got some wings and ate them at her house and they were so hot I cried. Then at her house the computer didn't work so next she gave me a glittery tramp stamp. It's on my back now while writing this. Then we talked and I told her how much I like her and why she should trust me and that she's the only women I want, or girl. Then we wrestled and started kissing harder than ever, it was amazing, the most intense kiss I've had. Then I started to get horny and told her I needed to go. I didn't leave fast enough and I messed around with her. It was amazing. I left and I forgot to say but when I wrestled her I asked her into a relationship and she said yes, so now I have a girlfriend, Callie. She's amazing and sweet and I went home and we prayed together. I like her so much. So that's what happened yesterday. Today is a new day but it starts off with work and my computer. I'm reading my cousin Aaron's blog and it's very good. I'm going to use ted talks and learn more and read more. I need to get into CPCC and have lots to do. My life should and shall be moving forward, let the lord guide it.
Tuesday, December 3, 2013
Last night i smoked a cigar with David and have done a bad job blogging and keeping a schedule. Today I work up and i walked home from davids, I showered this morning. today sucked i don't want to blog. I hate my typos and computer and wanted to write a script today but am too sad about callie. I now have huge fear that my heart will hurt so bad when she leaves and it hurts now because she was honest with me today which was awesome but she told me that she was talking to 5 other guys. Life is touch. I got everything done i needed to today. I did all my chores so I came home and watched tv. Then callie and i told each other everything till 3. Then i watched TV. Next I went out and did my chores. I then don't know what I did besides clean my room. I worked out tonight. I feel like shit I'm going to bed tomorrow I work in the morning and read a lot.