Friday, May 20, 2016

My day today

My freaking blog won't come up on my MacBook computer... I'm ready to break it. I failed the paramedic national registry today and I'm very pissed about it. A lot of people failed it though, whatever. I'm reading one of the best books I've ever read, "the truth" by Neil Strauss. It talks so much about relationship and struggles and real life endeavors with these problems and learning experiences. It is so detailed and so well done. I just want to be able to blog this on a computer though. (I'm crying inside).

Wednesday, March 16, 2016

3/16/16 working at a few station

I have been out in phillidelphia for a few weeks. I have done some stupid stuff out here going on a social media app and talking to a girl in a sexual way. Things in my life haven't been too fun out here gone from Callie. I really miss her. I have texted her a little all day but she is mad at me. Which is fair of her to be because I never should have done that and this has happened to her more then once. Needles to say I am an idiot. Today we have been called out to 4 patients so far. We have had an older lady where her parents suspected she was having a stroke. We had another older lady suspecting that her heart was beating too fast. The second older lady was telling me how her husband died and how she was very sad about it and she remembers him like it was yesterday and since he died her life has changed so much. I know that's how I would feel if I ever lost Callie. She has added so much joy to my life and I hate being without her.i need a women's touch but I want it to be hers. I will probably go home and make myself a good dinner. We have to turn in our paper work everyday and it sucks. I am sick of paper work. It's super boring. My next weekend off I will go up to NYC to see mark unless Callie decides she will see me. I wrote a couple poems to Callie. I should save them. I may have more to night to write but I need to get back to reading and God. Hope I get some more good calls today hasn't been too bad.

Sunday, January 3, 2016

The third trip from NC to New Mexico

Today my father was at the Carolina Panthers game watching our last win before the play offs I hope we win the super bowl. Yesterday I finished my third drive of 24 hrs straight from NC to New Mexico. I have been living here for the past 7 months and have enjoyed my stay. Callie and I have grown a lot and have lots of good and bad times here. So this drive we brought Callie's car back and the suburu I bought a bit ago is completely broke down. Tomorrow I have class and am working out before it so I need to get to bed. I have a lot to do and accomplish. It's nice here because I'm going to school and managing married life. Also we picked up Sally from her 2 weeks at doggy jail because we went on leave/vacation for 2 weeks. It's good to be back. I brought some of my favorite things with me too. I also grew a great beard

Friday, November 27, 2015

The blog

It's been a while since I've blogged. It's hard to try to get back into it because I've been very busy in paramedic school. I got my EMT certification a month or two ago. Life has been very intense school wise since September or August it start a while back. I want to start filming again and now have all the film equipment I need. Black Friday is today and Callie worked last night and today it's very boring without her or friends. I do need to study though so I'll try to do that soon. I've been watching a lot of TV and really haven't had anything I've been wanting to do while she's gone because we are pretty broke right now and most things I want to do are with her or with friends 

Sunday, August 16, 2015


Today and yesterday and the weekend I traveled with all of my luggage from home. It was tough, I'm tired as hell. I'm hoping tomorrow goes well at work and I have so much to do. I have a lot to do through EMT school coming up and I am very worried so I want to get all the shit done that I can. Can't wait to finish this move. The drive took 27 hours. Longest ride of my life (besides a plane to china) it was so tough and not getting rest made it harder. I have so much to do and so little time. I'm pumped to have almost all of our stuff with us. So much cool crap and so much crap. I can't wait to get the rest too and complete this as the big home
I want it to be. I spoke to Paul today and a little bit of my Dad and mom it was a stressf day and the drive was crazy. I slept at a rest place 2 hours then went back to driving. Callie drove a little too and I was proud of her. It's also nice to have Sally, our dog, with us. Interesting hard life.

Thursday, August 6, 2015

How much I've changed

I use to blog a lot, I always wish I still did because it is a nice journal. So it's been about two years since I was constantly blogging and today I realized how much I've changed. How different I've become. It's so crazy but I realized it today in church. I'm not at all the same as I use to be my thoughts and ideas have changed so much. I'm still the same person but I've learned a lot more and had a lot more experiences which have helped me grow. There's a lot to say about it.

Sleep helpers

I've been taking melitonin and its passion me out so I haven't realized to blog. I miss blogging. I miss Callie a ton. I love her. I've done so little, i rode down the mountain today. It was cool